About

So a little about myself. First off, you can call me Trixie or Kiki :)  I am currently 25 (almost 26) and aging every 12 months.

I am currently in a weird relationship that's not official. I have my moods, I make mistakes, but I will admit to all my flaws. I am a forgetful person, but I try to remember the uber important things. I am currently going through a period of self-reflection and growth. I have been in the lifestyle for a while but am still trying to find my place.

I am not owned or collared in any way. My old master and I parted ways on not so good terms and I am learning to live with that.

My life right now is a bit hectic and I am nowhere near where I had planned to be about a year ago. I am a college graduate. I have a B.A. in Social Work and minored in sociology. As of Jan 2014, I am taking classes to get my Master's degree. I am very into people. I like watching them and seeing how they act with and react to their environments. IIt has always been a passion to get into animal assisted social work, and there is only one program in the US that I have found for that (If you know of any, please feel free to message me.)

I admit, I'm afraid to let anyone really close to me. Some have tried and almost succeeded but I push them away, and then they just don’t try any more. I am filled with insecurities, abandonment issues and other problems that span back to childhood, yadda yadda. I have some mommy and lots of daddy issues. If I trust you enough, I will let you start to see these insecurities.

I keep secrets to protect myself. I have deep, dark secrets that I refuse to share, even with those closest to me, because I if I let them out, I'm afraid that I would not be able to bear that person leaving. I have revealed all these dark secrets to ONE person only. Instead of keeping the promise to help, it ended up being too much and didn't go according to his plan of how it should have been. This is why, when I say it's not the time to say it, believe me.

 I suffer from chronic major depression which can have really bad times, but I work through them by myself. Overall, I'm just a messed up person. I say this ahead of time because I would rather have you read it and decide if you want to bother. This way no one’s time is wasted.

I am a self-defined dork. I’ve also been told by many others that I am too. I am a bit of a gamer. I love RPGs and strategy games. Not a big fan of FPS though. I play Maplestory and DCUniverse online. I like simple and complex games. I am addicted to Plants vs. Zombies, and the Fable trilogy (which I just beat all 3 in 2 days! Neeeeeh! :P) I am also on IMVU a lot. I used to play D&D a bit but haven't found a steady group to play with and really learn how to play. I <3 Ren faires, and anything related to dragons. I am a Alice in Wonderland & Wizard of Oz fan girl. I like anime and manga, though I haven't kept up with what I used to read and watch.