This is just a quick update since I haven't been writing as much. So many things have been happening to me that I just haven't had time to do anything else. I really have nothing to talk about; I've slowly been pulling away from kink-related things. I've become weary of the males in the scene who seem to want one thing and one thing only; and it's something I'm tired of fighting off. I want something more. Something many seem to not want to have.
I noticed that I'm also pulling away from friends, but I have no real will to stop and fix that. I am tired of going out and meeting people to do things. I'm tired of one-sided "friendships". I just feel like crap.
On a good note, I had an interview early last week. I think it went really well and my sis-in-law (who works for the agency) said that there is a high chance I have the job. So I'm really happy, especially if I get this! That's really all. I'm tired and my brain doesn't want to work lol
