Getting to 100

So it might now seem like a lot, but I hit 100 views today. :) It's good to know that there are people who are looking at what I take the time to write. I've been getting things in order over the last few days. I'm not really sure when I'll start posting daily again. I do have some erotica that I may post up (once I change a few things). Maybe I'll start posting about a mental adventure I am currently on. I'm just not sure.

I'll be back soon. I promise. Until then, I'll leave you with these words:

Beat me until I am Yours

I want to be broken but you could not do that for me.

Feed into my self worthlessness.

Beat me, grab me by my hair.

Use me as just your play thing.

Abuse me until I break.  

Don’t use a weapon. Use your hand.

Use your words.

Tell me what you think of me

 Let out all your frustration and anger out on me.

Beat me until I am bruised

I need this more than you know.

I need to be broken.

Beat me until I cannot move.

Torment me until I cannot take it

Until I am barely breathing

Let me fight back

But please don’t give up.
Make me yours.

Bite me

Beat me

Mark me as Yours

I will cry, I will fight.

I will curse, I will throw hits

But break me until I am nothing put a pool of tears

Bruise my body, it is your canvas

Push me against the wall, your hand at my throat

Push into my soul and break it down until it is nothing but ash

Force me to be yours, to do as you say.

Use me as your toy

Do not worry about my pleasure

Whisper horrible thoughts into my ear

Use me until I scream, until I beg for you to stop

Do not stop

Tie me up and use your hands to chip away at my wall.

It is then you will see me.

When you have finally broken me you will see the real treasure inside

I need you to break me

Expose the vulnerable mess inside.

And when I am broken,

Pick up the pieces

Smooth back the hair

Wipe away the tears

Start to rearrange the puzzle

And I will be all yours

-written by Me. 

Getting Through Another Day

I may be hurt. I may feel weak. I may even feel abandoned.  But I will get through this. I will get stronger. I will take my memories, cherish them, and change for the better again.